Mr. PB

He’s so cool. Suave. In his blue-gray eyes (at least that’s the color I thought of them), he has this strong-vulnerable look, the gentle-rogue look. The eyes could melt your heart. Intense. Ah yes, smart.

Miller, in Prison Break, is no doubt the bonus in the high-rater TV series. The plots, characters, scenes are getting the audience share the producers must have been expecting when they were brainstorming. Me, included. I’m hooked with the Season 1 episodes my husband brought with him when he came home.

Ahm bhackk!

Glad it’s Friday. Mmm, I’ll be having a 3-day rest at home (since Monday is a holiday). I have been very busy this week. That at 1 time, my mother has to take a leave from her work to attend to my son.

Time..

Been to the city to run some errands for some members of my family.

And with this, I have the privilege of having some time to gallivant. Since I have Matt, I have forgotten to own my time. And I have given up spending some time alone since I needed to attend to my son’s needs while I’m at home. I also need to relieve my father from the responsibility of taking care of my son (Read: to give father some time to relax while I’m at home).

So given that I have to keep my distance from Matt these days, I can also look at the bright side of things. That is, I may be a little sick but this has given me some time for myself. Precious time. I was able to shop for a new pair of sandals and a pair of jeans.

I even have a little more free time in the afternoon to splurge into a spa trip. It was heavenly, that part of my afternoon spent at the local spa. It’s been eighteen months since I’ve been to a spa. The last time was in Cebu, during one of my company-sponsored trainings, before I got pregnant.

And to complete my to-do list, I visited my mother in-law after my visit to the spa.

Better

I’m feeling better by the day. Thanks God again. I hope to be able to hold my son before this week ends. I missed holding him close.

These days, I can barely stay for 3mins in our room so as to protect my son. I choose to. And even if I linger for a little longer, mother sends me away if I stayed longer than 3mins.

This evening, I peeked inside our room to see what he’s doing. Playing, with Nanay. With my mother’s command, I retreated from our room. But Matt cried. I came back and gently told him not to cry because Mama is going out to clean his bottles. Hours later, I got back to say my quick goodnight before he can doze off to sleep.

Another lonely day

I had an uninterrupted sleep last night, thanks GOD. Better, since the start of my “exile” in my sis’ room.

Today, I passed up the chance of attending a company event. I ‘m here at home trying to get my much needed rest. Here, in my sis’ room again.

Tatay and Matt must be playing. The laughter of my son rang from the other room. Play time. I miss it these days.

Camping out

I barely slept last night. I had trouble sleeping. I couldn’t breathe. Coughing fits.

I have been to the office earlier today. But I came down to accomplish the top of my prio list, that is, to visit the dr today. I was prescribed a one-dose 60ml antibacterial med which I took at home at 4Pm. This is my 1st time to take a 1-dose antibiotic. Those I know are taken daily for a week. According to its literature, the common side-effects of the drug include headache and loose bowel movement. As of this writing, I feel like I had one-too-many alcoholic drink. In a nutshell, drunk. Drugged. Literally. And I feel queasy in the stomach but I haven’t had a bathroom trip though. The text under its name says “prolonged- releasing granules.” I wonder if it means I will have to feel like this for days, maybe a week. Oh!

It's now 5PM. I hope to feel a little better an hour from now. But better or not, I’ll still be camping in my sis’ room. And will be sleeping with the stuff toys, among other litter that dominates her bed.